It's all in the hair........

Tuesday, January 08, 2008
It’s all in the hair.......
Current mood: fabulous
Ok, so I told my "hair girl" that I have a hard time washing my hair because I can't raise my arms for too long. Well, I can't pluck my eye brows either....no they were not that bushy but they were uneven! HA! But my girl came through for me once again! I called, well actually, I text her...and asked if she could wash my hair and wax my eye brows.....and she did it. But the funny thing is....I have to call my husband's Grandmother and tell her that I get my hair done every week too! I got set up to have my hair done every week. I really just need to have it washed really good. I can wash it, it's hard, but I can do it. But why wouldn't have her do it for me and then she will style it too. I love it!! This means so much to me. I feel so good having my hair done and my eye brows done...OMG!! You know how good you feel when your hair is done? Yep, you do. It's all in the hair.... Love you Melissa! Thank you so much! Muah!!

Well, we'll see.......

Monday, January 07, 2008
Well, we’ll see....
Current mood: bitchy
We'll see if this works. I got my new meds today and I have to start taking it tonight. HOpefully, Hopefully....it works. A lot of my discomfort is hot flashes. It's so stupid that I have to have these. Menopause bites! Oh well, nothing I can do about it now. So we will see how this interacts with my other meds. Pain meds, blood pressure meds, cholestorol meds, crazy women meds. The girls call it my "mean mom medicine". Nice huh?!! I suppose it's better than abusing them or killing Raymond! HA!

Alright already.... geezzzzzz

Saturday, January 05, 2008
Alright already...geezzzz
Current mood: hot
Man, up and down, back and forth. I'm talking about my emotions and pain. This bites!!!! I feel good, then I'm a wreck all in 30 minutes. Ya know, they told me this would happen. I should start listening to people when they say they know from experience. GEEEZZZZZ! I think I mentioned this before but I have to take meds for hot flashes and it just isn't working. Well, thank goodness, my dr. called in a new script and I start it tonight! Yahoo!! Let's pray that this works for me. I am mostly uncomfortable because of the hot flashes. It's hard to explain......anyway, let's just hope it works. I'll keep you posted. My mom, dad and sister are coming over tonight. My partents are taking the girls to the basketball game. That's what we got my parents for Christmas, as long as they took the girls!! Sneaky way to get a night without them. Boy am I ready for them to go back to school. My sister is just coming over to visit me. Love them!

HOLY CRAP!!!!

Thursday, January 03, 2008
HOLY CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!
Current mood: giddy
Ok, exaggeration, I'm sure, but OMG!! I went to the dr today and he removed the stitches. BLAHHHHHHHHHH! He dug around inside there. The crazy thing is....I couldn't even feel it!! Just pressure. Crazy!! He even lifted the skin and looked inside. I KNOW, GROSS!! He had to make sure that the expander is under the muscle. It totally creeped me out!! Now, if you can picture it, the purse string stitch is actually a whole. OMG it's gross!! LOL I can't believe it didn't hurt either. Just strange. He said that now, it will heal faster and better. After he just cut it all up!! It's hard to understand when you can't see it, I know, but I just have to put this in writing. I mean, like totally!! I think I'm just giddy because it didn't hurt!! Weird......

Oh Yeah, see......

Thursday January 3, 2008
Oh yeah, see....
Current mood: accomplished
All I needed was that special little pill. Say hello to my little friend - Ambien!!! I finally slept good too. I only had to take one pain med and one ambien and I was out like a light! Love it! Oh no. what am I going to do when I run out of that?????!!!!!!????? OOOoo no worries, I'm friends with my doctor. I have the hook up....I hope?! I was able to get up early this morning and stretch out and get the blood flowin' and then.....I went back to sleep! It was awesome. And comfortable!! Nice...I think it might be a nice day....pray for it with me would ya.......Maybe we can both have a good day!!

A long time ago......

Wednesday, January 02, 2008
A long time ago.....
Current mood: exhausted
Did someone tell you that you can get "addicted" to sleeping pills? I heard it, I just didn't believe it until now. Yesterday seems like it was a long time ago. I have been up without sleeping comfortably since .... I don't know. I am ut of ambien and advil pm. I have gone crazy in one day!!! My prescription is waiting at the pharmacy. No worries, Raymond WILL pick it up today. They were closed yesterday. I will not have another sleepless night!! I cannot do that again. I don't care if I get "addicted" or it becomes "habit forming". I have to sleep....comfortably. I am a side sleeper and I can't do that. So getting comfortable is hard to do. I will say, I am not as sore today since I moved around ALL DANG NIGHT!! I would rather sleep though. I'm exhausted and I haven't even done anything......at all. I'm here on the computer!!! I just hope for a better night sleep. It makes a difference in my next day. Don't you think?

Had a bad day??

Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Had a bad day??
Current mood: annoyed
They told me that I would have bad days. Hopefully they will be this good. I have to take so many medications, it bothers me. And last night, I let loose. I cried for silly reasons. I can't do any thing. I can't pick up things. It hurts to lean over. So, needless to say, my house is a disaster. The girls can only do so much and Raymond is busy in his own job. I can't handle it. I can't have guests cuz it's embarrassing for them to see my house. Even though I know they know I can't do anything but my husband and kids can. It drives me crazy that I get all worked up over it. I'm just gonna hire someone to come in every other week to clean my house. Anyone interested??? You just can't say anything when you see it!!! Oh, I'll get over it soon..........