Now what?

Friday, January 25, 2008
Now what?
Current mood: moody
Ok, it's time to complain. I am so done with this. I can't sleep without being medicated. And when I am medicated I still don't sleep IN! It's only then that I feel rested. I'm starting to feel sore on my left side. Now, it could be from two things and two things only. 1 - I feel too good and am doing to much for my condition, or B - Those expanders inside are just in the way and are bruising me up inside!! I'm certain it's the latter. Ha! I feel good, but at days end I am beat. And in the mornings I'm sore.....and I'm not getting any actions either time!!!! I'm about ready to go into hiding and stay there......I suppose I could have done that already, thankfully, I have so many crazy friends that wouldn't let me do that.... they like to see my really great HAIR!!! So now what? I just have mixed emotions on how to recover. I can't do it standing still, that's for sure!! I have a lot more to go through and wish it was over.....time will not move as fast when you want it to. DANG IT!!